Have you been in love?
I asked my friend if ever what kind of wedding she wants. She told me that if ever she wants a wedding, it will be me who will stand as her groom. I thought she was just joking and trying to get my attention. I looked at her but then she’s serious and I am dumbfounded. It was one of those days where I don’t know what to say or do. I was speechless. She just smiled at me and told me that of course she knows where she is in my heart and we will just be friends forever even now that I know her real feelings for me.
But you know what that explains why she gave me those special gifts last Christmas. The cute personalized gifts like the personalized wood signs with our names as logo. The birthday gifts I received from her which I treasure for a very long time like the mug with my name or the cufflinks with my lucky number engraved as design. She’s really sweet and I thought it was just her normal side. No wonder she still does not commit with any of her suitor. Actually I feel guilty. I don’t want to feel responsible for her not to be in a relationship that’s why I told her about it. And she told me that I am not the reason, it’s just that she does not want to commit until she finds someone who can understand her.
I will be honest that I also feel something for her. But I am scared to admit and try. I may destroy our friendship and end up hurting her. I know am such a coward. The reason why I remain single is that I am hoping that we will end up together. But now that I know her real feelings for me, why am I scared? Why do I have to feel this way all of a sudden? Is it worth the risk? I guess so.
I have to do something to show her how I truly feel. I am looking online for something cool to offer. I want to give her a special gift as a sign and token of my intentions for her. I guess I have to face reality and confess what I feel in return and tell her that I want to take the chance to give it a try and see where it will take us. In fact I want to consider giving her a personalized Heart Personalized Necklace or an Engraved Leather Pendant Necklace with our names as designs. I just hope that she will like the gift. But I am confident that she will. I will arrange a candle light dinner at our private beach and then I will discuss how I feel for her. Oh mind you the gift that I will be giving her is one of the most popular bridesmaid gifts online. Is it a sign that the next stage is the altar date? I hope so. Wish me luck!
But you know what that explains why she gave me those special gifts last Christmas. The cute personalized gifts like the personalized wood signs with our names as logo. The birthday gifts I received from her which I treasure for a very long time like the mug with my name or the cufflinks with my lucky number engraved as design. She’s really sweet and I thought it was just her normal side. No wonder she still does not commit with any of her suitor. Actually I feel guilty. I don’t want to feel responsible for her not to be in a relationship that’s why I told her about it. And she told me that I am not the reason, it’s just that she does not want to commit until she finds someone who can understand her.
I will be honest that I also feel something for her. But I am scared to admit and try. I may destroy our friendship and end up hurting her. I know am such a coward. The reason why I remain single is that I am hoping that we will end up together. But now that I know her real feelings for me, why am I scared? Why do I have to feel this way all of a sudden? Is it worth the risk? I guess so.
I have to do something to show her how I truly feel. I am looking online for something cool to offer. I want to give her a special gift as a sign and token of my intentions for her. I guess I have to face reality and confess what I feel in return and tell her that I want to take the chance to give it a try and see where it will take us. In fact I want to consider giving her a personalized Heart Personalized Necklace or an Engraved Leather Pendant Necklace with our names as designs. I just hope that she will like the gift. But I am confident that she will. I will arrange a candle light dinner at our private beach and then I will discuss how I feel for her. Oh mind you the gift that I will be giving her is one of the most popular bridesmaid gifts online. Is it a sign that the next stage is the altar date? I hope so. Wish me luck!
