Love is lovelier the second time around

When you hurt someone, sometimes sorry is not enough. We need to give them time and space to forgive and forget. I think that’s the best thing I will do. Well I have been a very bad person. I hurt the person I love, and now I just realized that I can’t live without her in my life. But I guess it’s too late for she does not want to see me again. And I completely understand, but I know there’s nothing else to explain. I guess I have to suffer the consequences of my foolishness. I hope this will serve as a lesson to those who are still fooling around despite having a relationship. You will just end up hurting your loved one and yourself. And you should stop now before you will regret everything. In the end, it is always you who will be in the loosing end. So what if you are happy now, what about in the future? 


I have to win her back and I don’t know where to start. All I know is that I just have to endure everything whatever it takes for her to forgive me. I need to show her that I am changing for the better. That I already know my mistake and that I am willing to repent for my sin. I just have to win her back or I will end up regretting for the rest of my life. I just realized that now that’s she’s gone I cannot think straight. I don’t have directions in life. I can’t eat or sleep well. It is not just the guilt feeling. It is because I love her so much.


My friends told me to do something special that will force her to talk to me. I can only think of one thing and that’s to kneel in front of her and cry my heart out. But my friends suggested a lot of things like asking the help of her family and friends. Luckily her parents like me so they can find a way for us to talk. They know that sometimes we can do things that can hurt our partners but nobody’s perfect. As long as we know our mistake and we are willing to change then we deserve a second chance. 


I am giving her a Heart Personalized Necklace as a sign that she already owns my heart. This gift is really special her mom suggested this necklace. She told me to look for it online at a personalized gifts store where they offer cool groomsmen gifts and unique bridesmaid gifts. 


I just hope this will work.