Tell Maria I love her

I have been keeping this feeling for a long time now but I think it is about time to tell my best friend that I love her. We have been friends for years now and I manage to keep what I truly feel for her by committing with other people. However I never really get satisfied because I know that my heart belongs with someone else. I will just keep on hurting other people and will just pretend that I care for them when I have someone else on my mind. In fact I do not want to hurt someone else anymore that’s why I am taking courage to tell her that I love her. 


I just know long time ago that she’s the one for me. We always do things together and laugh as if life is simple. We are both shallow and we enjoy petty things. We can just have a walk in the park and talk without having to think about the time. In fact when we are together time flies so fast. We are really cute together! I even keep picture of her in my room and in almost all the places in my apartment. I even have a cute picture of her in my cabinet and every morning when I wake up she’s the first person that I see. 


I really hate shopping before but whenever I am with her I really do not mind long line in the cashier or crowd in the mall. She’s really into details and even with her gifts she carefully chooses the best. She even gave me this really fantastic personalized lighters as Christmas gift. It has my name and her name as design. So I really find it romantic. She bought it online in a cool website selling groomsmen gifts. Even in buying online she’s really careful and she wants everything to be perfect. In fact she has her own category on how to choose the right gift at the right occasion. That’s just one of the things I really appreciate about her. She’s sensitive and caring. I know that I cannot find someone like her even if I have to travel the world.   


I just hope that she will not freak out and I really pray that this will not affect our friendship. If ever she will give me a chance then I will do everything to make her happier.